Sweet Suicide….

Harsh realities, slapping the face,

No more grace, everything ablaze,

We felt so bad, locked in a chain,

Hurting and crying, deep in pain…

Wailing sound, silenced by words,

Deafening still, yet echoing by hoards,

Hopes and dreams thrown overboard,

Leaving us to drown, without a word….

In the night’s frightening darkness, lo and behold

There we stood in fear, weakness all exposed,

Praying, begging, down to our trembling  knees,

Forever and ever,  will it  fly with the breeze?

Will u hold me still or will you let me go?

Will you breakaway, will you just forego?

Will my throat be cut, bleed I’ ll be,

Will you let the vultures dine on me?

About chilledhoney

"INVICTUS" panulat na matalinhaga, panulat na tumatama… ang kaisipan at kahulugan ay napag-iisa…. mga kaisipang minsan ay matindi at maanghang pagkawika, ngunit minsan nama’y payak, humahaplos sa kamalayan, puso at isipan…. at sa aking maikling panahong paikot ikot dito sa harding aking tambayan… oras ay di ko namamalayan… sa mga puna at palagay, ako ay nasisiyahan…. napakasarap pakawalan ang malayang kaisipan….

Posted on August 16, 2012, in DICTATES OF THE HEART, FREE FLOW, KARANASAN. Bookmark the permalink. 13 Comments.

  1. Nay, what’s going on? I think we should meet up real soon! Love the poem, by the way! Naintindihan ko pong mabuti! ehehe😀

  2. Yeah, lovely poem but worries us. Hope you are okay.

  3. nag-isip pa kung dapat kong i-like kasi maganda ang lapat, bagsak, bilang ngunit ang mensahe ay humahampas, hindi humahaplos…

    ni-like na rin, after one day. 🙂

  4. Good to hear from. I’m glad to know those are just passing thoughts and emotions. Remember ” This too shall pass.”

    • Thanks Ate, maybe because I am very emotional talaga. I love being in love and when I hurt, I hurt with my whole being…

      …so much vulnerability that sometimes I’d like to rip my chest open and take out the heart.

      There are just so many wrong people in my life.

      I just think this is what makes my life so interesting…

      Tao lang po🙂

  5. Hhaha. You’ll know how to weed the wrong people out eventually. Pinagdaanan ko na din ang mga ganyan. Only my faith in God pulled me through.🙂

    • Talaga? I guess you are now very lucky to be living a blessed life with the man who owns your heart…I am very happy for you Ate.

      Hmmmmm… I hope Joel is also doing well….I heard news. Parang pang chat na kwentuhan na ito hihihi

  6. Thank you. Natuto din ako sa mga maling pinili. Ayun tyaga tyaga may nahanap din. Si Joel, Makulay din ang buhay. Ganyan ata talaga. Everyone is just struggling to make it through the day.

    • Yes, everybody. Kanya-kanyang buhay, kanya-kanyang banyuhay…

      Mga pagkakamali na nagpatibay sa atin. Mga pagkakamaling nagbigay ng panibagong kahulugan sa salitang “pakikibaka”.

      Ikumusta mo ako sa kanya. Tagal na rin kaming walang communication. Sabagay, yung iba nga ding barkada, dito lang sa Pinas, ang hirap ding mahagilap.🙂

  7. I will🙂 Hindi rin madalas tumawag. Bihira din kami mag kausap.🙂

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