I have this new addiction…something I am really, really deep into…

no hope of getting me out of it because my heart, my mind and my soul have this uncontrollable craving for it…

no treatment is available… if there is, I will strongly refuse….

I love this addiction…. I don’t want to give up this sense of freedom…

freedom to spill my thoughts, freedom to share my dreams,

freedom to spit fire on what I disagree with,

freedom to commend correct actions and behavior,

freedom to be silly and stupid at times….

freedom to appreciate the beauty of life….

freedom to be me….

this is my addiction….FREEDOM…

my desire for it  is stronger that what methamphetaminehydrochloride can give…

shoot me if you will but I wont give it up….

INVICTUS….undefeated/unconquered… with my fight for this addiction…





About chilledhoney

"INVICTUS" panulat na matalinhaga, panulat na tumatama… ang kaisipan at kahulugan ay napag-iisa…. mga kaisipang minsan ay matindi at maanghang pagkawika, ngunit minsan nama’y payak, humahaplos sa kamalayan, puso at isipan…. at sa aking maikling panahong paikot ikot dito sa harding aking tambayan… oras ay di ko namamalayan… sa mga puna at palagay, ako ay nasisiyahan…. napakasarap pakawalan ang malayang kaisipan….

Posted on May 5, 2012, in STATE OF MIND. Bookmark the permalink. 1 Comment.

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